Last night I watched an interview on C-Span with Bob Schieffer. It was troublesome.
Right now my three inspirations are Thomas Paine, Kenley from Project Runway and Kate Holmes.
Kenley is incredibly, amazingly resilient. I wonder if she will win the show? She's got this moxy and brashness that is rare in women... It sort of needs to be tweaked a bit I think... Because she's destructive and monstrous at times right now... but I think her fierce spirit could be a positive thing in the end... I don't know why, but I find her uplifting somehow...
Thomas Paine... I've been reading him a lot for classes lately. He's widely regarded as brilliant... and yet... he's also terribly human... and... somehow a bit tragic.
He said that he was glad he didn't reach fame until he had experience. Of course that meant years of being behind the scenes in D.C.
I felt guilty watching it. I couldn't help but feel that same nudge I always feel when I see anything political... like I should be doing soo much more. So what's my problem? I've asked myself that many times. What am I so afraid of?
It isn't being rejected. It isn't being in fights...
I think it's this fear that it will never truly make me happy, but that instead I will be a slave to it... for the rest of my life. And that scares me.
But it also haunts and taunts me... and pushes me closer to it... And then I freak out and run wildly away.
Right now my three inspirations are Thomas Paine, Kenley from Project Runway and Kate Holmes.
Kate Holmes has a truly smart sense of style.
Kenley is incredibly, amazingly resilient. I wonder if she will win the show? She's got this moxy and brashness that is rare in women... It sort of needs to be tweaked a bit I think... Because she's destructive and monstrous at times right now... but I think her fierce spirit could be a positive thing in the end... I don't know why, but I find her uplifting somehow...
Thomas Paine... I've been reading him a lot for classes lately. He's widely regarded as brilliant... and yet... he's also terribly human... and... somehow a bit tragic.
Anyway... I loved seeing my mother. It was amazing. And I now have Holly Golightly colored hair... Thanks Mom.
But... I also was reminded of how hard she works... how much she saves... and how deep and enduring her values are. I feel convicted and saddened.
Quality is a rare thing today.
Speaking of which... Notorious, the new fragrance bothers me... I was expecting something else... Both Notorious and Magnifique smell like late 80's/early 90's perfumes from my childhood... humm...
Anyway...
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